July 2008


Jumpstart: Always be wary of any helpful item that weighs less than its operating manual.  - Terry Pratchett

The recent plague of sickness and busy-ness has really kept me occupied from updating. Work load was getting more, but i’m not sure if the pressure and stress is amplifying more than it should.

I must say i’m a bit of a workaholic, and i tried to work during weekends when i’m suppose to rest or have fun.

Hence, the missing updates.

Ok, i lied a bit. Just a bit.

I have also been occupied with a new adult toy that i bought from Sg. Wang.

Its something personal you know.

It has always been a dream for me to have those adult toys.


Malaysian made Carmen Soo

Not only because with this adult toy you get the attention from lots of pretty girls, you can also make yourself high from it by looking at it’s effects.

Before buying, my gf hesitated, asking me to reconsider again since i already have one, not as big and powerful but kind of still usable and we used it quite often together, i must admit we were quite satisfied with it.

But to get more HIGH, we would need a bigger and better one.

Now, I bet you were wondering where in Sg. Wang sells adult toys right? Well, there were quite a number of shops in Sg. Wang, you will just need to walk around and open your eyes more.

And since no one manufacture it in malaysia, there is a dealer that bring in these adult toys directly from HK, and it ain’t cheap.

In total i spent few thousand ringgit for this adult toy, and I have since never regret upon it.

I believe my gf loves it too, and occasionally will plays with it whenever i whooped it out from it’s hiding place.

Every 1 that has one of this is on the dark side as the model of the adult toy starts with D, all the darth vaders.

I have now officially steped in to the dark side.


D80 in action.

Nikon D80

You dirty bastard.

Happymah!~



This post might get me in some controversy spotlight.

But I’m quite sure that readers of my blog are mature enough to understand and digest on what i will share with you about gay and lesbian people.

Here it goes.

I was first introduced/learned about the existence of homosexual relationship when i was in primary school.

My mum used to explained stuff to me and my bro.

First was love, then it was about puppy love. Then came along homosexual and bisexual.

“It’s when man falls in love with man or when woman falls in love with woman. That’s known as homosexual.” -mama

Almost, and as far as i know, all religions practiced widely around the world kind of reject the ideas of homosexuality, some directly and some indirectly.

The reasoning is simple, gods of all faith or whatever that made us - homo sapians, created the male and the female. Two different sexualities from the same species.

Like all other beings and animals on this planet, only when a male and a female mates, then only reproduction can happen and the species lives on another generation.

And mother nature has written this rules right from the beginning of time. This fact should not even be arguable.

I have a great and simple expression for this explanation:

“Only when a pole meets the hole, then there can be a soul”

From a scientific point of view, based on those facts, i can safely come to a conclusion that homosexuality is wrong by nature and should not be accepted.

You might asked now, so why then came about the gays among us?

I used to think that it was a disability.

To tell you the truth, i could not accept the idea of homosexuality.

You can’t blame me either. It’s just because that i was taught that people from the same sex are not suppose to fall in love and definitely they can’t reproduce, hence i came up with that theory.

Now, i will agree with you based on my opinion and understanding that homosexuality was never a choice. Gay people didn’t choose to be gay, like wise a straight man never choose to be straight. It’s all hardwired in us, some hormones are stronger and maybe you just have more of certain hormones that made you who you are today.

Now, before we all get worked up and get our emotions running, i suggest you to chill off first and listen what i have to share more.

Recently, i read an article about a Swedish study on gays that was reported on bbc.co.uk, so whatever is said should have substantial credibility. And this has slightly change my point of view towards gay people.

The brains of gay men and women look like those found in heterosexual people of the opposite sex, research suggests.

Allow me to quote from the article:

“The Swedish study, published in the Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences journal, compared the size of the brain’s halves in 90 adults. Gay men and heterosexual women had halves of a similar size, while the right side was bigger in lesbian women and heterosexual men.

A UK scientist said this was evidence sexual orientation was set in the womb. ”

“When these results were collected, it was found that lesbians and heterosexual men shared a particular “asymmetry” in their hemisphere size, while heterosexual women and gay men had no difference between the size of the different halves of their brain.

In other words, structurally, at least, the brains of gay men were more like heterosexual women, and gay women more like heterosexual men. ”

“Dr Qazi Rahman, a lecturer in cognitive biology at Queen Mary, University of London, said that he believed that these brain differences were laid down early in foetal development.

“As far as I’m concerned there is no argument any more - if you are gay, you are born gay
- Dr Qazi Rahman, lecturer in cognitive biology at Queen Mary, University of London.

Now, before i read this article, i used to believed that homosexuality is a disability. After reading this article, i questioned myself, if i would to looked at it from another perspective, this controversy disability can be seen as a difference among human beings like why my hair is black and the westerners is blond? and why i have curly hair and others have theirs straight? Why is my skin color brown and others can be black?

So after reading that article, it might not be an outright disability that just happened during the foetal development.

Physically a gay person can still reproduce, given that the mating partner is of the opposite sex.

The question is whether that person is willing to do it or not, and this should answer the mother nature and reproduction question.

So if we were to look at it scientifically, is homosexuality a form of emotional disorder? since whether or not a gay person can reproduce it’s more of a emotional decision.

You decide.

For the record, I am a 100% straight guy with a sexy girlfriend, i do plan to get married soon. So don’t you dare have the slightest idea that i’m turning gay, I’ll whack the living hell out of you.

Seriously, somebody will get hurt real bad….. somebody.

Happymah!~

source from bbc.co.uk